Christmas

Hi Dad

Yesterday was Christmas. Bradley had such a great time opening presents. He was a little disappointed that Santa didn't bring him the I-Pad he wanted but I told him Santa ran out of them gave him the laptop instead. He seemed happy with that answer. George spent the day with mom. Gary's kids came over and spent the afternoon with us. I tried dad.. honestly I did but I couldn't make myself get out of my funk of missing you. I know it's part of the process but it still sucks. Luckily for me the older kids understood and Bradley just thought I was napping. So today is a new day and I'll just keep trying.

So I have to return a few Christmas things. God I hate the thought of going out in that craziness. It'll be worse than Christmas shopping. Then we'll come home and Bradley will drive us batty wanting to play play play. This boy is going a mile a minute. Your "boy" made me coffee this morning. You would have been so proud because this could have walked by itself. I drank it while he beamed with pride. I get it now.. you do things for your kids you wouldn't do another person. I love him.

I love you dad

Gwen